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User:nowsheshines (12780112) Paid User
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Name:Leslie
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"there is all this greatness around me, but it stops at my skin."
THE GIRL: Leslie. Twenty-eight. A mother of two. In a long-term relationship with her best friend ♥ 01/13/07 ♥. Part-time supervisor at a retail store. Full-time bad housekeeper. The best girlfriend in the world. Karaoke queen. Goodwill shopper extraordinaire. Recovering self-injurer. Surviving depression. Open-minded. Future college student. Icon and graphic maker, bad poet and uber geek.

THE BOY: I am a hopeless romantic, deeply in love & experiencing romance on a level that I've never encountered before. I am having movie moments I've only dreamed of. Yet, my heart has been placed on my sleeve & it's out there to be trampled upon & broken. I feel so very vulnerable in his hands. His name is Robert, my soul mate & best friend. He can make me laugh, cry, experience extreme euphoria & bring me down to the depths of darkness. My love for him is intense, true & strong. & honestly, it can scare the crap out of me. But he is worth every moment, every tear .. everything. I've grown so much since knowing him.

THE LOVES: Heroes. Lost. Ghost Hunters. paranormal studies. photography. fashion. Goodwill. spirituality. vintage. thrift stores. bookstores. coffee shops. tea parties. paper journals. mixed cds. snowglobes. text messaging. iced coffee from mcd's. glitter. making websites. karaoke. poetry. crosses. candles. incense. psychology. forensics. butterflies. wings. faeries. science fiction. fantasy. magazines. sketching. collages. diet soda. rum raisin ice cream. Japanese food. driving. purses. promise rings. religions. weddings. flowers. learning to cook. snuggling. taking hot showers. reading. kisses from my love. toast and tea. unusual and beautiful things. crafts. art. babies. swimming. family time. gaming.

THE HATES: close-minded people. gossip. judging others. sexism. racism. war. violence. saying and doing things without thinking. insecurity. feeling lonely. superficial people. being misunderstood. most spicy food. money issues. work. rude people. scorching hot days. having no space. feeling unappreciated. getting older. dishonesty.

THE JOURNAL: This journal is a place where I want ultimate freedom. Freedom to express myself how I choose, to be open and candid with my life and to feel like I can be myself without abandon. I don't do friend cuts often, but only when I feel it's necessary. That usually occurs maybe once or twice a year. If you don't feel we connect, by all means remove me from your lists. I do not get offended and only wish everyone luck with their lives. I am a very open-minded person. I live my life according to what I feel is the best way to live it. I am pretty liberal with my political views and I am exploring my spirituality. I am pro-gay marriage, pro-life, very sexually open and I consider myself a moderate feminist. I have two children that I will often post about. I use disposable diapers and my kids with both breastfed with formula supplement. I am very involved with teaching people about Congenital Heart Defects, as my daughter has one and went through open heart surgery last year. I will post about my life, good and bad, my feelings about my relationships, my struggles with depression and being a recovering self-injurer. I will often share bad poetry, photographs, sexual thoughts.feelings.photos and sometimes karaoke songs. I enjoy memes and surveys and I like to make graphics. This journal is mostly private. If you can deal with all this, then feel free to leave me a message on my first entry to be added.

THE OTHER STUFF: Check out the following places of interest; [info]honeylungs. [info]100_snapshots (see my photos here). [info]thosegypsies. [info]embodiment. [info]_glitter_. [info]glorifiedsize. LJ layout from [info]sperme.
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Memories:14 entries
Pictures:fewer than 10 public
Interests:92: , adult college students, bi-curiosity, burning candles & incense, coffee shops, collages, collecting-lj-icons, criminal psychology, elle bishop, erupting, escaping-into-dreams, exhibitionism, expressing-myself-in-bad-poetry, faeries, fashion, fashion photography & art, finding-treasures-at-goodwill, flowers, friendships, g33ky things, gaming, ghosts, ginger-ale-with-heartshaped-ice-cubes, going to restaurants, graveyards, gypsies, handbags&jewelry, harry potter, heroes, hot chocolate, i love my boyfriend, jedi, karaoke, kristen bell, living with motherhood, long letters, lost, making love, making real friends, making-websites-for-no-reason, meaningful quotes, mermaids, mixed cds, music-in-my-soul, my-girlcrush-on-kristen-bell, myspaceaddictions, new age, olives, open-minded christianity, paper journals, passion, pens & notebooks, personal space, photography, pleasant aromas, psychology, pushing sexual boundaries, rainy days & nights, readingjustaboutanything, rebecca mader, recovering-from-self-injury, relationships, roleplaying, romance, rosaries, science fiction, secrets, self portraits, sex, simming, singsnap, sky, soulmates, soulmates & best friends, spirituality, star wars, staying up late, strings of lights, sushi, tarot cards, tattoos, tea, tea parties, the sea, theskyfullofstars, unique-alternative parenting, untamed people, us-tangled-in-the-sheets, violent-passionate-kissing, wearing scarves, when-he-pulls-my-hair, writing
Schools:Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry - Hogsmeade, Scotland - Highland, United Kingdom
Starfleet Academy - San Francisco, CA
Friends:
People113:572mg, _anovelconcept, abnorml1, amari_sunshine, anachronism, angelstarbeam, ashen_ink, astrogilde, autumnborne, ayoub, bethjovi, betty76, bigcountry1981, breakdownbeauty, caitlinmary, caseofme, ccangel42, celestialmarvel, char101_1001, christina0305, cloake, coconutpatty, cold_queen_5, crymytears, cssgirl, dailydesign, danidanidani112, darth_firefly, dazman000, diskosuxx, dreaminspirit, ehvie, einstin, faerydragonet, fireslide, fishys74, flolloping_zem, forget_honor, freakyhipster, frebyrd, garbagewomyn, girls_a_dreamer, goddess_xx, greencudagal, heartshapess, helloalena, husker1, icarusundone, ilovemyman70, imaginaut27, indyguy50, ineverycolor, ink_smear, isingelectric, jayj79, jennifer_thinks, justaguy162007, kill_the_onions, kittyxcaldwell, kristy, ladyhuntingwolf, ladyofthe_lake, lay_of_luthien, lexy_malfoy, lilstiney, lily_enelya, lindsays_life25, mairondil, maroondreams, memories_always, mental_kiss, missthesea, mortis521, mrguard, mysweetheaven, myxdamage, nowsheshines, oh_oysters, path2purpose, prodigaldesire, prodriver79, psycho_peanut, razar_lips, resplandor, rodshark, ronniekins77, russell_writer, rypcord, shadowrogue, shakri29, sing_dream_love, snowboom, snubbly, so_tawdry, soinlovedesigns, specsafety, stagnantly, strryeyedgrrl, superhappytime, thedeepgreensea, thoughtspiral, tmriddle1690, torturd_cyclone, trazan, uawildcatgrl, venting, whenshedrinks, whimsical_m, wutdoesntkillme, xxmadsenxx, xxxrefinnejxxx, zator, zelasmetallium
Communities337:100_snapshots, __iiicons, __surveyxwhore, _brokeandfamous, _glitter_, _imaginarium_, _infp_, _prettythrift, ablackorchid, accidntl, add_me_over25, addme21andover, addme25_and_up, addme_21andover, addme_adult, adult_students, aerosol, alien_pretty, alienchildren, all_unwritten, altparent, amazedxx, ambiences, amoured, animal_art, anony_moms, anthrophoto, anythingpsych, apothecarium, apple_grass, appletooth, apricocake, artsy_profiles, artyparty, atdaylight, atmosphered, attemptfailed, autumn_addicts, avogueaffair, baby_graphix, baby_names, backtobeginning, bad_rpers_suck, bad_sex, badtattoos_4, bakebakebake, bathroomwalls, beautifulcurves, beautifuldreams, bedtalk, bella_sol, betherevolution, big_boob_show, big_breasts, bigbeautifulppl, bignsexy, birdcut, blackcigarette, bleeding_words, bloomer_brigade, borderline, brutal_honesty, butterflied__, buy_plus_size, carnivallights, cartonage, catch_a_soul, central_florida, cf_debate, champagneyes, charladay, cheered, chemicalanthem, chemista, chic_lipstick, classical_share, coffee_and_art, cokeandmint, collages, collegeover24, color_vision, commcolleges, communities, connorchronicle, couplesgraphics, craftgrrl, creativegirls, creativephoto, creativewedding, critical_skin, csicons, cupofheart, curvycanvas, curvyexchange, cuttingimage, daintybeauty, dark_images, dark_poetry, datinandrelatin, dearest, deepasthesea, deerly, depressedadults, different_page, digicams, dirtyfame, diskotron, distractiions, divorcerecovery, dolci, domesticity, dontpaintthesky, dramafreeblinks, draw_a_heart, dreamyobsession, dyedhair, edensflowers, eecummings_, elle_tric, elsaisgraphics, embodiment, emile_fans, empaths, envidious, epicending, epinettes, ever_perceived, eyeshadowsluts, fabfreebies, faeriefashion, faeries_market, fakingfashion, fan_vids, fantasy_foto, fashionmatters, fatshionista, feelinfreightie, festivalstar, find_ljfriends, flames, floralflocking, fluxes, food_porn, foto_bohemian, foto_decadent, foto_icons, foundphotos, free_is_free, freestuff, freewriters, fridayglamour, frivolousphotos, gaffe, geekyicons, geekyink, getting_pierced, girlgeeks, girls_with_ink, girlysquee, glamourous_foto, glassballerina, glazingstorm, gleaning, glittercupcakes, globelamp_icons, glorifiedsize, graphical_mask, graphics_lj, grated, greatsex, gypsiegold, h4ir, handbag_fetish, handmadebooks, hauntings, heartculture, heartdivide, heartmelodies, hellophoto, herheartinabox, heroes_elite, heroes_geek, heroes_peter, heroes_vids, hiiboux, honeylungs, honeyteacakes, hp_graphics, ht_photography, humandress, hydrique, i_do_redo, i_heart_lost, iamtelling, iconaddicts, iconomicon, icons_heroes, ihearticons, iheartmybf, iheartsurvs, ihearttattoos, inbathrooms, infp_v2, inspireplease, instantlover, introverts, iqons, itsreallyover, jackkatefans, jan1_2008, jillicons, jr__nal, juliet_onmyown, kbell_daily, kirsiicons, knotloved, kristen_fans, kristenbellfans, kristenfans, laceandflora, laparfumerie, leaked, lecollage, lightened, lilacwine7, limelight, lindsay_loh, literarytattoos, lj_spotlight, ljsecret, lost_lullabys, lost_theories, losteverlasting, losticons, love4postcards, loveankle, lovefumes, loveicon, lovelyarts, lushed, luxe_diamonds, madradhair, magicalpenpals, makethemsmile, metallics, milo_hayden, miloandhayden, mintyapple, mixologies, mkaolsen, model_graphics, modernday_poets, moonbathed, mp3_share, multividious, mybodytaken, nekkidbbw, new_aeroplanes, nylonmag, ohmyhair, ohvenue, osculations, ourapartments, ourbedrooms, overrides, ovr21depression, paire_love, pale_shades, paul_dano, pearlsandtea, penpals, peter_caitlin, peter_elle, pictorialize, picturing, pink_cosmos, poeticramblings, poor_people, poor_skills, portraits, pre_law, precious_pixels, profile_layout, psych_students, quiet_thrills, randompictures, redumbrellas, refutare, refuted, religious_left, retroblur, revoltingly, rosepetalsalad, ruinedstates, runawaysky, saturdymorning, scchronicles_tv, seashores, selfportraits, sellyourshit, serial_murder, sextips, simplelimit, simply_inspired, single_mother, singlemoms, skyboxes, socialxscene, solitarywiccans, sparklights, sperme, starryapple, stupid_free, sugarbox, sugarplummed, sylvia_plath, tattoo_ink, tattyboutique, tea_lights, teafortwo, teafreaks, terminologique, textsecret, themisprojected, themoreiloveyou, thenicestthings, thosegypsies, thriftwhore, trashy_eats, treasureandgems, unplump, unusual_words, ursinia, welovegeeks, wiccan, wickedhothair, wickpixgraphics
Mutual Friends:110: 572mg, _anovelconcept, abnorml1, amari_sunshine, anachronism, angelstarbeam, ashen_ink, astrogilde, autumnborne, ayoub, bethjovi, betty76, bigcountry1981, breakdownbeauty, caitlinmary, caseofme, ccangel42, celestialmarvel, char101_1001, christina0305, coconutpatty, cold_queen_5, crymytears, cssgirl, dailydesign, danidanidani112, darth_firefly, dazman000, diskosuxx, dreaminspirit, ehvie, einstin, faerydragonet, fireslide, fishys74, flolloping_zem, forget_honor, freakyhipster, frebyrd, garbagewomyn, girls_a_dreamer, goddess_xx, greencudagal, heartshapess, helloalena, husker1, icarusundone, ilovemyman70, imaginaut27, indyguy50, ineverycolor, ink_smear, isingelectric, jayj79, jennifer_thinks, justaguy162007, kill_the_onions, kittyxcaldwell, kristy, ladyhuntingwolf, ladyofthe_lake, lay_of_luthien, lexy_malfoy, lilstiney, lily_enelya, lindsays_life25, mairondil, maroondreams, memories_always, mental_kiss, missthesea, mortis521, mrguard, mysweetheaven, myxdamage, nowsheshines, oh_oysters, path2purpose, prodigaldesire, prodriver79, psycho_peanut, razar_lips, resplandor, rodshark, ronniekins77, russell_writer, rypcord, shadowrogue, shakri29, sing_dream_love, snowboom, so_tawdry, soinlovedesigns, specsafety, stagnantly, strryeyedgrrl, superhappytime, thedeepgreensea, thoughtspiral, torturd_cyclone, trazan, uawildcatgrl, venting, whenshedrinks, whimsical_m, wutdoesntkillme, xxmadsenxx, xxxrefinnejxxx, zator, zelasmetallium
Also Friend of:4: brentsboat, eva1174, shygalj, wtgdf
Member of:318: 100_snapshots, __iiicons, __surveyxwhore, _brokeandfamous, _glitter_, _infp_, _prettythrift, ablackorchid, accidntl, add_me_over25, addme21andover, addme25_and_up, addme_21andover, addme_adult, adult_students, alien_pretty, alienchildren, all_unwritten, altparent, amazedxx, ambiences, amoured, animal_art, anony_moms, anthrophoto, anythingpsych, apothecarium, appletooth, apricocake, artsy_profiles, artyparty, atdaylight, atmosphered, attemptfailed, autumn_addicts, avogueaffair, baby_graphix, baby_names, backtobeginning, bad_rpers_suck, bad_sex, badtattoos_4, bakebakebake, bathroomwalls, beautifulcurves, beautifuldreams, bedtalk, bella_sol, betherevolution, big_boob_show, big_breasts, bigbeautifulppl, bignsexy, birdcut, blackcigarette, bleeding_words, bloomer_brigade, borderline, brutal_honesty, butterflied__, buy_plus_size, carnivallights, cartonage, catch_a_soul, central_florida, cf_debate, champagneyes, charladay, cheered, chemicalanthem, chemista, chic_lipstick, classical_share, coffee_and_art, cokeandmint, collages, collegeover24, color_vision, commcolleges, communities, connorchronicle, couplesgraphics, craftgrrl, creativegirls, creativephoto, creativewedding, critical_skin, csicons, cupofheart, curvycanvas, curvyexchange, cuttingimage, daintybeauty, dark_images, dark_poetry, datinandrelatin, deepasthesea, deerly, depressedadults, different_page, digicams, dirtyfame, diskotron, divorcerecovery, dolci, domesticity, dontpaintthesky, dramafreeblinks, draw_a_heart, dreamyobsession, dyedhair, edensflowers, eecummings_, elle_tric, elsaisgraphics, embodiment, emile_fans, empaths, envidious, epicending, epinettes, ever_perceived, eyeshadowsluts, fabfreebies, faeriefashion, faeries_market, fakingfashion, fan_vids, fantasy_foto, fashionmatters, fatshionista, feelinfreightie, festivalstar, find_ljfriends, flames, floralflocking, fluxes, food_porn, foto_bohemian, foto_decadent, foto_icons, foundphotos, free_is_free, freestuff, freewriters, fridayglamour, frivolousphotos, gaffe, geekyicons, geekyink, getting_pierced, girlgeeks, girls_with_ink, girlysquee, glamourous_foto, glassballerina, glazingstorm, gleaning, glittercupcakes, globelamp_icons, glorifiedsize, graphics_lj, grated, greatsex, gypsiegold, h4ir, handbag_fetish, handmadebooks, hauntings, heartdivide, heartmelodies, hellophoto, herheartinabox, heroes_geek, heroes_peter, heroes_vids, hiiboux, honeylungs, honeyteacakes, hp_graphics, ht_photography, humandress, hydrique, i_do_redo, i_heart_lost, iamtelling, iconaddicts, iconomicon, icons_heroes, ihearticons, iheartmybf, iheartsurvs, ihearttattoos, inbathrooms, infp_v2, inspireplease, instantlover, introverts, itsreallyover, jackkatefans, jan1_2008, jillicons, jr__nal, juliet_onmyown, kbell_daily, kirsiicons, kristen_fans, kristenbellfans, kristenfans, laceandflora, laparfumerie, leaked, lecollage, lightened, lilacwine7, limelight, lindsay_loh, literarytattoos, lost_lullabys, lost_theories, losticons, love4postcards, lovefumes, lovelyarts, lushed, luxe_diamonds, madradhair, magicalpenpals, makethemsmile, metallics, milo_hayden, miloandhayden, mintyapple, mixologies, mkaolsen, model_graphics, modernday_poets, moonbathed, mp3_share, multividious, mybodytaken, nekkidbbw, new_aeroplanes, nylonmag, ohmyhair, ohvenue, osculations, ourapartments, ourbedrooms, ovr21depression, paire_love, pale_shades, paul_dano, pearlsandtea, penpals, peter_caitlin, peter_elle, pictorialize, picturing, pink_cosmos, poeticramblings, poor_people, poor_skills, portraits, pre_law, precious_pixels, profile_layout, psych_students, quiet_thrills, randompictures, refutare, refuted, religious_left, retroblur, revoltingly, rosepetalsalad, ruinedstates, runawaysky, saturdymorning, scchronicles_tv, seashores, selfportraits, sellyourshit, serial_murder, sextips, simplelimit, simply_inspired, single_mother, singlemoms, socialxscene, solitarywiccans, sparklights, sperme, starryapple, stupid_free, sugarbox, sugarplummed, sylvia_plath, tattoo_ink, tattyboutique, tea_lights, teafortwo, teafreaks, terminologique, themisprojected, themoreiloveyou, thenicestthings, thosegypsies, thriftwhore, trashy_eats, treasureandgems, unplump, unusual_words, ursinia, welovegeeks, wiccan, wickedhothair, wickpixgraphics
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